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[Sep. 29th, 2007|02:45 pm] |
dont be a sad panda
be a slidy panda!
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[Aug. 12th, 2007|07:48 pm] |
hi pea!
hi pea!
hi pea!
i love you lots
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[Dec. 24th, 2006|05:49 pm] |
chrismas
is
shit
i
hate
it
and
i
have
diabetes
probably.
gah. |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2006|09:01 am] |
i got into pittsburgh
i dont wanna go |
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| halloooo |
[Sep. 29th, 2006|12:35 am] |
| [ | music |
| | shakira (from serah's room) | ] |
being back in brighton is good :D
although i havent got a job and have been spending lots of money that i dont have and monatary responsibilities (ie rent and loan) are stressing me out, it's still been gooood.
term starts on monday and fuck actually doing any more reading before then. i'm so gonna have to be NOT DISTRACTED for at least 2 hours a week for the next term in order to get anything done...ahem
tonight was fun. we went to the hobgoblin avec filippo (berio) and amy and her bro and i whipped peoples asses at pool but then sucked. hmm.
tomorrow is gonna be good times with libby and poooosibly phil and ames. amy doesnt hate me any more yay
right well i'm full of food and am going upstairs now.
laters |
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| risotto |
[Jul. 19th, 2006|04:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sweating | ] |
| [ | music |
| | soundgarden | ] |
we're having risotto for dinner and i'm trying to find out (for the purposes of recording my calorie intake into fitday) how many calories there would be in a risotto.
apparently americans do not make any homemade food, and risotto rice sold seperately does not exist over there. hmm.
how annoying this means i'm going to have to go to the cupboard and look at the packet.
oh and prawns dont exist either.
and the washing machine is being SO SLOW
i put it on supposely 'rapid wash' 2 hours ago and it's still washing. |
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| i cant sleeeep |
[Jul. 18th, 2006|03:22 am] |
caffiene is annoying. and i'm sure that's spelled wrong.
also there is some sort of animal/psycho stalker in the bushes outside my window
and it's too hot.
i feel really fat and like i've eaten loads today even though i counted and it's like less than 2000 calories... it must be from where i've been eating NON STOP for like the past 3 weeks.
i've been feeling weirdly stressed recently. dunno why. it's probably all this moving business and trying to get a job. i want a job cus i know i'll just get really bored this summer otherwise, and also i have no money but i dont like all this searching and failing.
i also really need a shower but i cant go now. our shower is shit.
i'm annoyed about my cough/cold/hayfever too.
and i need to pee.
grrr i wanna sleep.
there's hairs from dave the cat all over my bed i think i might change my sheets. |
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| moving. is. evil. |
[Jul. 7th, 2006|12:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chilly | ] |
i'm borrreeeedddd of packing
and i have too much crap that i really dont need but think i need... my mother brought me up as an obsessive horder. 'no, we could sell that for 0.5p at a boot sale! dont throw it out!' is her motto, and it must have become imprinted on my brain... but yeah.
i'm excited about moving in yay
but i'm not excited about finding a job...
although hopefully it shouldnt be too hard, but it's just the effort that is involved that i really cant be bothered with haha. oh well.
oh i saw pirates of the caribbean 2 last night and was confused. it made little-to-no sense and wasnt really that funny... these losers in the row in front kept laughing hysterically at everything that wasnt funny and the guy next to me had really awful breath that made me feel quite sick for the 2nd half of the film (which was ridiculously long and inconclusive btw)and i was in pain cus of the chair and in the 2nd to front row so i couldnt really see that well cus it was all too big so all in all not a fantastic cinematic experience really. and the film was.... pretty good i guess. it'd have been better without the lame references to the first film crowbarred in wherever possible and without the pathetically weak 'oh no we need to think up a good link to the end of the first film and quick!' storyline that i just sat there thinking 'well this is a bit lame', and then getting confused by the longwinded explanations about EVERY NEW CHARACTER and their role in the film. or actually the entire point to the thing. and then the ending confused me even more. aaaand then it didnt even end properly because of the third film which clears everything up...
oh yeah and orlando bloom is developing a slight american accent
and kiera's chin is growing by the day and i swear she's had a nose job.
and a concluding point,
men are fools.
oh yeah. |
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[Jun. 8th, 2006|07:59 pm] |
i'm boiling
and extremely bored
did a fair amount of revision today - printed off some stuff and read through it and highlighted it and copied it out... so productive.
the grassy hill was well busy tho, i went up there with jess and we kept nearly getting hit by these loser guys playing kick-a-football-aimlessly-around-as-hard-as-we-can-and-see-who-we-can-knock-out-or-how-many-windows-we-can-smash-and-if-we're-really-lucky-we-might-even-hit-a-cow.
hate boys.
it occurs to me that i've had pasta for dinner everyday for like the last week. no wonder i'm sick of it. have no patience to make anything else tho, and also i dont really like anything else at the moment. blahhhh
i'm feeling pretty good about this exam though... but then that's usually a bad sign :S
my hip still hurts from running on tuesday! my joints just cant cope all the weight i'm carrying...
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| hmph |
[May. 30th, 2006|09:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | in mouth pain | ] |
| [ | music |
| | big brother! | ] |
the inside of my mouth has swollen up from being chewed to death the other day
and also my madonna piercing is all crusty so that hurts too
so generally my mouth hurts. i ordered shorter labret studs off t'internet so that shud help.... and 13 and 14mm plugs.
ha i'm embarrassed to admit that i've been reading the da vinci code.... after my huge rant about it haha. but yeah.. it's alright actually :S
being at home is... boring but nice at the same time. but... i dont know really what i'm trying to say. hm.
i was looking at my yr 11 year photo last night wen i couldnt sleep and i remembered why i didnt like school - because all the people i knew were complete assholes. they were all really fuckin ugly aswell! how can someone be happy surrounded by mingers!? but strangely i looked basically exactly the same as i do now (except thinner and less pierced. hmm)
oh and my hayfever is bad again cus i've run out of medicine...do NOT get why i still have it, usually it's gone by this time of year. grr.
i've been making an active effort today to drink more water. i'm trying to flush out intestinal parasites.
PS, pete to win on big brother - he's fricking hilarious. |
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| da vinci code film... |
[May. 26th, 2006|11:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | squeaky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | funky house sessions 06 (yay i'm a loser) | ] |
... was shit.
havent read the book
still dont want to after seeing the film.
there seems to be no point to the entire thing
and why the hell do i care about jesus's decendents and why do people think it's such a fantastic story and fascinating conspiracy?? it's clearly boring and crap.
in more interesting news,
been goin out lots this week, and it's been fun :D (but expensive :S:S:S)
and i got to interview dr karl :D:D he was a surprisingly uninteresting man... but nice enough.
and ladyboys of bangkok last night! how fun?!!
erm
on yeah me and libby got our madonna's pierced haha
and i'm gonna go home tomorrow afternoon so that i can stop spending money cus it's getting a bit silly.
um
yeah
i'm not in a very interesting mood
my entire creativity has been temporarily wiped away by the shitness of the davinci code. |
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| woo im old now |
[May. 13th, 2006|10:15 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  just woke up | ] |
twas me birthday yesterday, which was basically not that great cus i was hungover from thursday night at audio which was actually really fun :) thursday was a pretty good day in general - me and serah went into town and i got my hood repierced yayyay, and then i went back to uni for a lecture then me and jess went back and met serah on the beach and we hungout there for awhile, met sum new people who were at audiooo and then we went out.
but.. today i've gotta do the 2nd half of my essay and then may atempt some revision for this bastard film exam on wednesday. funfun. |
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| ill... |
[May. 4th, 2006|05:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  in throat pain | ] |
| [ | music |
| | weird jazz from outside | ] |
i have a really bad cold which i think stemmed from hayfever. anyway, my nose keeps running and i have a really bad cough and sore throat :(
tonight i have to meet up with kiltboy which i'm pretty damn unenthusiastic about. me and serah bought vodka and diet orangina and ice tea to get us drunk beforehand :D hopefully i wont be too disgusted by him.. haha nah i hope he's alright. he seems nice enough anyway.
it's been a well nice day... still is actually. hottest day of the year i reckon, we did a lot of sunbathing on the grass on campus and then on the beach - some annoying kids kept throwing stones at me tho haha
okok
need to have a shower and clearly im just trying to waste time by doing this...
yeah |
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| shhh! shh!! |
[Apr. 25th, 2006|11:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | sleepy | ] |
some twats set off a car alarm in the carpark outside my window
phew it stopped
fuckin students its started again
anyway im sad cus me and serah just watched brokeback mountain and it is soooooooooooooooo sad :( i need to either cheer up or go to sleep... probably sleep is easier. if that damn alarm shuts up.
yes so.. this week has been surprisingly uneventful.
my course still sucks this term.
and none of our coursework/exams from last term have been marked/are likely to be marked in the near future due to the damn teachers strike, and neither are our exams n work for this term, so really WHAT IS THE POINT IN DOING ANYTHING!!!
im tired cus i woke up at 7am and couldnt get back to sleep and the cleaners were being cunts because they didnt leave until after i left which i hate cus it means i cant make breakfast or brush my teeth. bastards. cant fuckin wait to move into a house where people cant just walk in whenever they feel like it for a random room inspection or cableing or cleaning when in fact they're just snooping through and stealing all ur stuff. |
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| my hayfever hurts |
[Apr. 23rd, 2006|01:52 pm] |
itchy............................
n sore throat
n my lip hurts too :(((((( |
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| rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr drunk |
[Apr. 21st, 2006|04:15 am] |
yeah im pretty wasted
me n serah n jess went to audio yay boogaloo stu mothafucka!
fun fun
anyway
im single now n im kind of sad about it
the my-birthday- bouncer said it'l b ok n i guess he;s right
but yarrrr
im still kinda fooked
n i ate a chicken burger n like 5 fries! ewwwww
need to diet
cant be arsed with my seminar tomorrow |
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[Apr. 20th, 2006|04:12 pm] |
okay... so chris broke up with me.
how ironic.
'there's no easy way to say this, but basically there's loads of stuff going on with my family and i cant be in a relationship right now. are you going to be ok?'
'um.. well.. yeah..'
'ok im gonna leave now.'
'ok hope things are ok..'
'yeah. keep in touch? bye'
*slams both doors on way out*
so... that was easy i guess, but still is a bit shit. i know i cant complain about him breaking up with me cus iv been on about breaking up with him for fuckin ages but i kind of feel a bit like 'hey! you're not allowed to do that, i was going to.'
now i dont really know what to do... haha i feel rather lost. how embarrassing. it makes me want to go see jason... but nah that's too much effort. he's a knob anyway.
now i'm scared im gonna be single forever more!! how terrifying
meh, in other news i finally mustered up the effort to go to the post box and get my jay and silent bob dvd that i ordered like 3 weeks ago. wanna watch it and laugh and remember the old times that werent really that great anyway...
shit i really hope i dont see him around everywhere now. which no doubt i will. gah bloody hell. well at least i dont have anything to feel guilty about - he was the dumpee and i was the dumped - i have a right to be bitter goddamn, although im not really but he doesnt have to know that. i just look forward to the day he texts me going 'hey do you think we could give it another try?' and i'll be like 'nah mayte i got a new emo bf he writes me poems and sings me songs and lets me hang with him and smoke superkings outside borders mayte sorry'
ha. |
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| sorry... |
[Apr. 17th, 2006|10:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
yeah i havent written in like weeks so hm.
easter was fun! kind of... i didnt have any more eggs at home cus i already ate too much chocolate so i'm feelin pretty good about myself (shh about the bourbon biscuits and cornettos!) n i went to the gym yesterday with my mum to get an induction at her one so i now hav a membership there, and i had this knob of a guy doin my induction who i later found out is my friend's sister's boyfriend...poor her i say.
anyway he made me do all these crazy weight machines which scare me and now i have muscle pain. bastard.
im kind of not looking forward to term starting....at all.... due mainly to the fact that i have to do shitloads of hard work to make up for my previous slacking. and its all tests n essays n exams n shite which r evil. n i should try to find a job, n i shud try to go on a diet (altho that's clearly not gonna happen) n i shud break up with chris (but i wanna find sumone else... haha MISSION...altho myspace [embarrassingly] seems to be helping) n i generally cant be fucked with getting up early on monday mornings for BORING lectures and going to SHITE film seminars and not knowing wtf in doing and hating my course.
in other news, i have been looking into which american unis to apply to... i have narrowed it down to 14 so far out of a possible 41. wanna go someplace warm i think. warm and not too high status so i dont have to be clever or anything.
oh yeah i've also developed a fresh hatred for my friend-who-i-hate. she's got myspace and basically she pisses me off so much i want to delete her ugly ass face. but alas, i cant really. jason added her to piss her off haha (she HATES him cus he stole me away from her :D) i think it worked... cus she's got tom in her top 8 instead of him haha. love it.
quotes sam has amused me with recently:
[s] [a] [m] says:
i want to be a product designer.
[s] [a] [m] says:
im going to design a product.
[s] [a] [m] says:
OHH!!!!! i bought SUCH a lovely wrought iron, victorian bird cage today!
ha
he wants me to go to alton towers with him for his birthday n i really want to but its on a wednesday and i dont think i shud miss any fucking classes this term cus its important so i dont think i can probably go :((((( also i'm going home for my mum's birthday in a few weeks so i cant really miss any more :((((
yeah im goin back to brighton tomorrow afternoon anyway...
so yeah. |
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| oww |
[Mar. 23rd, 2006|11:11 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
i got my nipple pierced yesterday, i was well scared! but it was ok... kind of hurt when it was being done but after it was agonising for about half an hour but then the pain kind of dulled and i was able to move my upper body again. it was fine to sleep on and this morning it doesnt hurt at all, and im really happy with it! it's pretty :)
other than that, i have gained yet more weight. which sucks. very much. gah. i dont understand it, ok i've not been eating that great but i havent been overeating! and not eating late at night or anything. :( stoopid bloody scales.
havent heard from chris for ages. im so pissed off with him it's quite ridiculous. i wish i wasnt so scared of being single... |
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| Hm. |
[Mar. 18th, 2006|11:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  irritated | ] |
Jason is being a weirdo. He text me yesterday saying:
'Hello sexy! When are you coming to see me? x'
so I said:
'Oioi, dunno like im comin back in 2 weeks now instead of next week so...yeah. hmhm. u ok anyway? xxxx'
so he said:
'Hello yeah im ok! Just had a girl round! Great fun! Xxx'
so i said:
'Oo wow haha. im wel tired im goin 2 bed now (loser!) but yeah... c u soon, nightxxxx'
and then this morning he texts me going:
'Dont get too serious with your boyfriend! Remember our plans!'
WTF!!
So I havent text back yet, mainly because I am shocked, and also because I have no idea how to respond to that.
The only real conclusion I can conclude from this is that he's an obsessive loser, which I kind of already worked out... Plans.. Dear god.
Jess is going home today, we just cleaned Sam out and he's in my room now making well loads of noise trying to sort his bed out bless him. Iv gotta keep all his crap in my room now tho grr.
Had a pretty busy day yesterday... me and Serah went to the gym, and then swimming in town and then to Pizza Express (oo yay) and then shopping. I bought new shoes. I was well tired last night tho, went to bed at like half 10 :S but anyway. |
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